Olivia Swift leaving her apartment in NYC.
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- Taylor Nation
I was born in 1989. My life inspired me. But this time I was not broken and devastated, but on the rise. Now it’s all about my life. I say with my album: “Begin to live your own life.” - taylorswift
taylorswift I have loved you for years or maybe decades or like centuries. Okay maybe milleniums. (Even though you’re only born in 1989 and I, 1995) It totally makes complete sense. I don’t think I could ever really type out everything about how much you mean to me and how much you have helped me for so long. I love you so much that it could never be put in words. Same with the love I have with cats. (Btdubs, can you follow me??!?!?!!!?!?!)
I’ve gone through terrible heartbreaks and I just ended one about 2 months ago. I don’t know what to do. I feel like if I were to have your songs to describe it, they would be “Breathe” “Red” “Treacherous” and probably a few more I cannot pop up right now. He left me and I was his first for everything. I mean everything. He treated me right then it ended with no real rhyme or reason. He had a bad day and I overreacted then he said we were done in a text. That was it. No closure and now he won’t ever talk to me again. I feel for the couple month attachment… I can’t even get to 4 months. /: Do I suck at relationships or…? I do not even know.
What do I do? I love this guy… not like the mentality of little girl or puppy love teenager stage “love” I mean I really do like I don’t think there is going to be another guy out there like him or can make me act and feel the way I do for him. If I end up marrying, I will still love this boy. That’s how I feel. But he had said nasty things after he ended it out of thin air. Saying I have problems or I’m hard to handle. Because of depression I have cut and attempted before. He himself had gone through the chemical life of coping and has his own demons to battle. It was completely awestrucking that he would ever say those things. Or even put words into my mouth I’ve never said before. He wouldn’t want me back in a million years. I just suck.
What do I do, Taylor? Write a song? I have written 2 for him already. Since it ended I haven’t. But there are so many emotions and thoughts and feelings going through my mind, I can’t even seem to be able to just put it into one song. It feels impossible. Then I feel like whenever I write a song it’s amazing but for some reason I feel some bad karma comes to me? I don’t know. It’s so weird. Please help me give advice on how to surpass this heartbreak and feeling of betrayal and I’m in my first year in college and he’s in his last year of high school. I’m trying to get my academic road back on track along with my mental/emotional stage (september 13th was my one year point of recovery). Then there’s him. A loner who only reads books and talks to friends he used to smoke with and are friends cause of how long they knew each other. Perfect score on his ACT, 6 ap courses and straight A’s. I feel like I lose. Like I’m the one who lost everything when people always say it’s really his loss because he is too immature and hasn’t had any chance to experience with life. First kiss, girlfriend, sex partner, first love, first everything. Ughhhh. I can’t take the pain and crying nights anymore. It has gotten me offset.
One thing I learned in this whole process is that you can get everything you want in life without ever feeling like you fit in. Selling millions of records doesn’t make me feel cool. It makes me feel proud, like I have a lot of people on my side and that I worked really hard. But I don’t think it’s the most important thing in life, to fit in. I think it’s important to dance to the beat of your own drum.
The other big change on 1989 is that for the first time in years, there are no diss tracks dishing about Swift’s exes. A few of the songs are about her relationships and love life, but they’re mostly wistful and nostalgic, not finger-pointy or score-settling. “Different phases of your life have different levels of deep, traumatizing heartbreak,” Swift says. “And in this period of my life, my heart was not irreparably broken. So it’s not as boy-centric of an album, because my life hasn’t been boycentric.
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Taylor out in NYC September 15th, 2014.
Taylor Swift out in New York City on September 15th, 2014